Why the short story won't come.

 On Friday I was ready to continue the short story I have been posting about. I was not happy with the beginning,but willing to go on and try to make it work. And then... Jaan looked at it over my shoulder and totally trashed it. He went on and on about everything he didn't like about it and how it won't work. In the end, I was left sitting miserably, feeling like a failure who has absolutely no talent. 

 I don't write about it to accuse my husband or seek sympathy. I just want you to know why I won't finish this story. Ok, maybe someday when I feel confident again...

 This is allso, why I haven't written this month's my month yet. I was too down. But I will do it tomorrow.